I'm in Love again...

I have a deep dear secret, I know many others won’t understand,
that right now, my soul’s not in love, with any mortal man.
I want to kept this secret, never wanting others to see.

I have decided, that my first love is to Jesus, who first created me,
who knows me in and out.
This is my secret love, the joy to see His face and
the comfort of his warm touch. All my other loves, just have to take second place.
No man could ever replace his place anymore.

Many will say that my focus, should be on marraige and
having kids and own family.
But my soul is secretly focused, on my lover for what He did.
Showered me with His love, overcoming me like a flood.
Then He topped it off, by covering me in His blood.
My heart longs for Him and Him alone now.
How I missed HIM all these years.

I have neglected him for the past 25 years, leaving him all alone.
Yet, he was there when I needed him.
No matter what I did, He never let me down throughout the years.
I have betrayed Him, I have cheated on Him and
I have ignored Him, and yet when I came back to Him, he did not question me on my wrong doings. He just hold my hands and filled me with hugs and said to me
" Come, lets start it all over again, I missed you".

And now I'm telling all of you out there, there’s a secret spot in my heart, can’t be filled by woman or man anymore.
Although I do love some here, but my first love is to Jesus,
who made my soul anew.

We can all mingle together, find comfort in each other.
But it just can’t closely compare, when I’m alone but with my lover.
You see it’s a personal secret, while I’ve traveled a wonderful trip in this life.
I’ve come to know my Jesus, we developed a relationship and
now I'm so in love with Him.
I know I’ll always love Him, a sacred eternal bond.
A deep and perfect love, lasting eternal and beyond.
My passion is for Jesus, who gave me a brand new start.
It’s really a deep spiritual thing, that many will never understand, except for few.
My new love has rooted in me now and I'm not not gonna exchange it for anything anymore.

If you feel the same as I do, then I know you’ll understand.
That my secret love for Jesus, is part of His Holy plan.
So now you know my secret, it’s open for all to see.