There You Are...

There you are in the early light of day
There you are in the quiet words I pray
Ive been blessed by the simple happiness
Of the perfect love weve made

Every time I turn around
When Im lost and when Im found
Like an angel standing guard
There you are

Every time I take a breath and when I forget to breathe
Youre watching over me there you are
When Im looking for the light in the middle of the night
Searching for the brightest star
There you are

There you are in standing in a crowded room
There you are the earth and Im the moon
My desire is to stand by the fire
That burns inside of you

Every time I turn around
When Im lost and when Im found
Like an angel standing guard
There you are

Every time I take a breath and when I forget to breathe
Youre watching over me there you are
When Im looking for the light in the middle of the night
Searching for the brightest star
There you are


....A lovely song sang by Martina McBride....

Love Never Fails

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

~I Corinthians 13:4-8~

Will of God

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is -- his good, pleasing and perfect will.

Romans 12:2

Overwhelmed with love when I hear this..

ABOVE ALL

Above all powers
Above all kings
Above all nature
And all created things
Above all wisdom
And all the ways of man
You were here
Before the world began

Above all kingdoms
Above all thrones
Above all wonders
The world has ever known
Above all wealth
And treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure
What You're worth

Crucified
Laid behind the stone
You lived to die
Rejected and alone
Like the rose
Trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all

There's too much to say about these song. As I'm filled with tears of joy despite the pain I felt, I see how much I'm worth, above all that this world could do or offer...I'm so worthy to Your eyes all the time, but not to mine, and I begin to realise, my tears are worth only for You alone...
For You're ABOVE ALL....there is none that could be measured to what You're worth. But ABOVE ALL that You had and could have been, You only thought of me and me alone... You lived to die for me. You were rejected and You were all alone just coz You had to do it for me. Like a rose, You trampled on the ground...You took the fall, and Above All, You only thought of me at that moment...You went thru all that just coz You wanted me to be Yours forever.
Now, Above All, I want to thank you, for saving me....for making me feel so worthy, thanks for the moments of thirst, thank you for the moment of tasting the salt, the pure love of life...I want to describe even more, for I know words are not enough to tell you how much it feels, to be with you.
For I know, this journey which You planned for me while I was in my mother's womb, is a life worth living for you alone....Above All....I Love You...

That's what this Altar is for.........

The Altar
Words and Music by Ray Boltz

The service is nearing an end
The choir is singing "Just As I Am"
And now as the old song is played
People at the altar Are kneeling down to pray
Some are finding mercy
Forgiveness for their sin
Some are fighting battles
And they're struggling to win
The time has come
To give them to the Lord
That's what the altar is for

CHORUS:
That's what this altar is for
You don't have to carry
Those burdens anymore
There's a light in the darkness
There's a love that's true
And Jesus is waitingHe is waiting here for you
Go quickly now
Before they close the door
That's what the altar is for

A father is praying with his son
A mother kneels beside them
Thanking God they've come
An old manIs standing there in tears
Giving up a part of him
That he's held back for years
Hearts are being brokenLives are being changed
And those who call upon
HimWill never be the same
The time has come
To give in to the Lord

That's what this altar is for CHORUS (repeat)
Go quickly nowBefore they close the door
And you can give your burdens
To the LordThat's what this altar is for

Perfect Love

Few months back, a friend of mine emailed me this letter. This letter perfectly speaks a Perfect Love.

Perfect Love
Author Unknown

Everyone longs to give their self completely to someone; to have a deep, full relationship with another; to be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But God says, "No". "Not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by me alone; with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me; to have an intensely personal and unique relationship with me alone. I love you, my child. Until you discover that only in me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with me; exclusively of anyone or anything else; exclusive of any other desires or longings. I want you to stop planning and stop wishing. Allow me to bring that person to you. Just keep watching me, expecting the greatest things. Keep listening and learning the things I tell you. Just wait; that's all."
Don't be anxious, don't worry, don't look around at things others have or what I'll given them. Don't look back at the things you think you want. You just keep looking up to me, for you will miss what I want to show you. When you are ready, I'll surprise you with a love more wonderful than you would ever have dreamed of. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready -- I am working even this minute to have you both ready at the same time -- until you are both satisfied, exclusively with me and the life I have prepared for you, you will not be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with me. This is perfect love.
"And dear one I want you to have this wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me, and enjoy materially and concretely the ever lasting union of beauty, perfection, and love that I offer you with myself.
"Please know that I love you utterly. Believe it and be satisfied."

"BIRTHDAY"

23rd Feb, me turn 26 :) . No plans, and had no idea how it's goin to be. But, after many years, I knew somehow this year will be a different one for me. As usual, I was on bed early on the eve of my birthday. Knowing my current mobile number is only known by limited friends and family members, so the lesser greetings I should receive, i thought. I was ready to sleep. But, there you go.....it all started with advance greetings sms from a friend at 11.30pm , then right pass 12am, the phone rang and rang and beep and beep...no stop for few hours. Not just with birthday wishes, I was overwhelmed with blessings. For all I know, this time, all came with special messages and with countless blessings from heaven.....

And morning came....mum made cup of Milo, and I was just sitting relaxing enjoying the morning...wow!!!It's my birthday...well, 26 didnt make me feel old at all...infact, for how the Lord has filled me with all blessings, new sets of family - friends, new job, new destiny, new challenges, new steps, it was all new me...I know this is where my actuall start is, for me to fill his Holy plans. I was just having good conversation with Him the whole morning.

Later noon, the usual Sat meet up with friends was cancelled. But my lovely friend/sister wanted do to the meet up at her place . Before there, I pop by to a shopping complex nearby to meet up another friend who wanted to pass me something. Hmmm...I knew it's gonna be a gift :)
Oh yeah, another gift, and this time a green jacket. This friend of mine knows I long waited to get a good jacket. Happy me !!

Then reached my dearly friend/sister place then. We had a lil chit chat. We had a prayer and singing praises to the Lord. This very moment, I felt His presence there. How I was blessed on my Birthday. The feeling was complete when I knew He was right there with me. Then she decided to pop by our Mr.Mrs Leow's home. So we drove to subang in 2 separate cars. I was the last to be thr.

Surprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they said...........I was welcome with bunch of lovely and amazing people that I knew, singing a birthday song for me, and I see the lovely white cake with candles were set up on Mr.Mrs. Leow dining table. I was speechless.............This was really a surprise...How wonderful the feeling was to me :) ........
After all that done, we had a prayer time together....I was given lots of messages, loving advice and blessings.. One which I should remember for the rest of my days....at this moment, I knew my Father in heaven has specially planned this for me, also preparing these amazing children of His to make my day so special and blessed.

Hour passed, all I was doing was counting more of His blessings. Night, had dinner out with dad, after many days of silent between us. This was another blessing as it surprices me see my dad making me feel so special despite all that happend couple of days back.

Well, that's it....me feeling overwhelmed with love, care and blessings....I was on bed thanking my heavenly Father for how great He has planned this day to be....I know His plans are greater than I could ever think.....

Thank you to all who made this a beautiful day :)

Word of the day - Ephesians 6:13

Therefore, take unto you the armour of God, that you may be able to resist in the evil day and to stand in all things perfect. ( Ephesians 6:13 )


Life seems to be more beautiful and worthy when everyhting is surrendered into the Hands of the Mighty Lord. Indeed, peace of mind assured !

From Jesus , With Love..

My love is patient and understanding,
in a world of intolerance.
My love is tender and kind when
people are callous or indifferent.

My love brings clarity of mind to those
who are confused, rest to the weary.
Help to the helpless, and renewd strength
to those who feel they can't go on.

My love brings peace in the
midst of life's storms.

My love can heal broken bodies. It can
soothe and mend broken hearts.

My love melts away tension, worry and strain.
My love gives faith and courage in place of fear,
hope in place of despair.

My love is light and drives away the darkness.

My love will descend to any depth to save,
to go any length to rescue.

My love knows no stopping place,
There is no problem that my love can't overcome.

My love is a special gift to you. It has always been there for you.

Won't you take it now?

The Beautitudes Mat 5: 3 - 12

Yesterday was another beautiful sunday, attended morning mass. But unlike any other Sundays, yesterday's Gospel reading was so well blended into my head even till this very moment...For this has given me so much comfort and relieve and had a special message for me after a week of confusion and uncertainty over some important matters in life...

"Blessed are the poor in spirit, 4 for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4
5 Blessed are they who mourn, for they will be comforted.
5
6 Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the land.
6
Blessed are they who hunger and thirst for righteousness, 7 for they will be satisfied.
7
Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy.
8
8 Blessed are the clean of heart, for they will see God.
9
Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God.
10
Blessed are they who are persecuted for the sake of righteousness, 9 for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
11
Blessed are you when they insult you and persecute you and utter every kind of evil against you (falsely) because of me.
12
10 Rejoice and be glad, for your reward will be great in heaven. Thus they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

Eze 36: 25-27

" I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you shall be clean: from all your filthiness, and from all your idols, will I cleanse you.
A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you; and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you a heart of flesh.
I will put my Spirit within you, and cause you to walk in my statutes, and you shall keep my ordinances, and do them. "

I will Sing

A beautiful song for testimony.... More to say more to praise HIM...words are not enough....this journey has just begin...


I will sing Lyrics


Lord You seem so far away

A million miles or more it feels today

Though I haven't lost my faith

I must confess right now that it's hard for me to pray


Cause I don't know what to say

And I don't know where to start

But as You give the grace

With all that's in my heart



I will sing ,I will praise

Even in my darkest hour

Through the sorrow and pain

I will sing, will praise

Lift my hands to honour You

Because Your word is true

I will sing



Lord it's hard for me to see

All the thoughts and plans you have for me

But I will put my trust in You

Knowing that You died to set me free


But I don't know what to say. Repeat chorus Finally end with "I will sing"

A Song to Ponder

I sang this song in church with the choir many many years back, but it didn't mean so much at that point of time. But now, when I look back at this song and the lyrics, how I wish to sing it over and over again for MY LORD. If only I knew that HE has always been there through the years, if only I knew.

"Through The Years" ................. Lyrics (Performed by Kenny Rogers)

I can’t remember when you weren’t there
When I didn’t care for anyone but you
I swear we’ve been through everything there is
Can’t imagine anything we’ve missed
Can’t imagine anything the two of us can’t do

Through the year, you’ve never let me down
You turned my life around
The sweetest days I’ve found
I’ve found with you ... through the years
I’ve never been afraid, I’ve loved the life we’ve made
And I’m so glad I’ve stayed, right here with you
Through the years

I can’t remember what I used to do
Who I trusted whom, I listened to before
I swear you’ve taught me everything I know
Can’t imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more

Through the years, through all the good and bad
I knew how much we had, I’ve always been so glad
To be with you ... through the years
It’s better everyday, you’ve kissed my tears away
As long as it’s okay, I’ll stay with you
Through the years

Through the years, when everything went wrong
Together we were strong, I know that I belonged
Right here with you ... through the years
I never had a doubt, we’d always work things out
I’ve learned what love’s about, by loving you
Through the years

Through the years, you’ve never let me down
You’ve turned my life around
The sweetest days I’ve found
I’ve found with you ... through the years
It’s better everyday, you’ve kissed my tears away
As long as it’s okay, I’ll stay with you
Through the years!

I'm in Love again...

I have a deep dear secret, I know many others won’t understand,
that right now, my soul’s not in love, with any mortal man.
I want to kept this secret, never wanting others to see.

I have decided, that my first love is to Jesus, who first created me,
who knows me in and out.
This is my secret love, the joy to see His face and
the comfort of his warm touch. All my other loves, just have to take second place.
No man could ever replace his place anymore.

Many will say that my focus, should be on marraige and
having kids and own family.
But my soul is secretly focused, on my lover for what He did.
Showered me with His love, overcoming me like a flood.
Then He topped it off, by covering me in His blood.
My heart longs for Him and Him alone now.
How I missed HIM all these years.

I have neglected him for the past 25 years, leaving him all alone.
Yet, he was there when I needed him.
No matter what I did, He never let me down throughout the years.
I have betrayed Him, I have cheated on Him and
I have ignored Him, and yet when I came back to Him, he did not question me on my wrong doings. He just hold my hands and filled me with hugs and said to me
" Come, lets start it all over again, I missed you".

And now I'm telling all of you out there, there’s a secret spot in my heart, can’t be filled by woman or man anymore.
Although I do love some here, but my first love is to Jesus,
who made my soul anew.

We can all mingle together, find comfort in each other.
But it just can’t closely compare, when I’m alone but with my lover.
You see it’s a personal secret, while I’ve traveled a wonderful trip in this life.
I’ve come to know my Jesus, we developed a relationship and
now I'm so in love with Him.
I know I’ll always love Him, a sacred eternal bond.
A deep and perfect love, lasting eternal and beyond.
My passion is for Jesus, who gave me a brand new start.
It’s really a deep spiritual thing, that many will never understand, except for few.
My new love has rooted in me now and I'm not not gonna exchange it for anything anymore.

If you feel the same as I do, then I know you’ll understand.
That my secret love for Jesus, is part of His Holy plan.
So now you know my secret, it’s open for all to see.